Sunday, August 07, 2005

Scar
He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note which said
"use these down to your bones"
And before I knew that I had shiny skin, it felt easy being clean like him
and I thought"this one knows better than I do"
A triangle trying to squeeze into a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit
And doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far;
Could you leave me with a scar?
So the next one came with a bag of treats;
She smelt like sugar and spoke like the sea
And she told me, don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one
Looking at my insides clicking her tongue
and then she said"this will all have to come undone"
A triangle trying to fit into a circle
She tried to cut me so I'd fit
And doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver, the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar, when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far
Could you leave me with a scar?
I think I realized just in time,
although my old self was so hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine,
but I won't give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling
like I'll be the bad fruit that nobody buys
Tell me, did you think that we'd all dream the same?
And doesn't that sound familiar?
Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver, the way things could have gone?
Doesn't that feel peculiar, when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far
Could you leave me with a scar?
I do. Have scars. But for some inane reason I keep forgetting to look at them. Thanks for nothing.

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